its for real

Everything is just for real. The tears, the worridness, the insecurities, the love, the hate, the doubt, the anger and the longingness. I didn't expect they will come to me all at once. And it left me confused, speechless, scared and scarred. I thought I could fool myself and just escape everything.. but it creeps in the very second i wake up and it lingers to the last waking minute of my day. Its inevitable.