shit

Im feeling like shit right now. i feel like i wanna disappear in this world; floating in nothingness and not feeling anything at all. Im so tired of everything. I feel like every people, every situation and instances are not on my side. Is it too much to ask to be happy? I feel like shit towards my siblings. feels like shit with mike. everything is messed up. i just wanted to feel im important to them but i know i might have been asking too much!