im stuck in this abyss. I dreaded everyday because i know he will come in to my mind again and sometimes the pain is piercing. Im in desperate solitude and i can't get my self away from being sad, lonely, empty and broken. The worst part is that, he never know how i die everyday. He never know that im aching for him and its impossible for me to carry all the pain. I just dont know where to start, i dont know how to change my outlook in life. its just so unfair... :(
Lord please help me. There never was a night that i didnt cry and im just breaking down into pieces. Help me Lord to accept the things that I cannot change. Help me understand. and help me live life again happily :(
