Merry Christmas Baby. I am glad that we are still holding on despite of the hardships of being apart and not having enough time for each other. Thank you for the time you spent with me. For the kindness you've shown and by listening to me and for letting me feel that I got you on my back. Thank you for being a friend, for not letting go of me even when you feel like you already have to. I also would like to say sorry if i caused you stress, im sorry if I demand alot from you. I never intended to bring any troubles to you and I'm sorry if I made you feel that way. I know you don't like drama. I wish I can set aside my feelings and not think about the future so that I wont feel anxious with all of these. i'll try to not bring it up again and I'll try to be strong for us and I hope that you will be strong for yourself as you will leave again anytime soon. I wish you all the best even if it doesn't include me on it. After all i think that's what matters the most when you love someone so much. I pray hard that we could together endure the hardships in this relationship and someday find each others' arms. iloveyou and you know that...
