i just came home from my vacation and missed mike alot. looking forward for our talk but it turned out bad and we fought. i missed him so much and excited to talk to him about everything on my vacation and would want to show him some pics but i know he is not that interested. I was at all very excited to talk to him bout it :(

hahayz... i wish i could have him to be interested in what i say and sometimes i would wish he would also extend his patience on me. i know im stupid for not remembering his schedule and i might have pissed him and God knows i never have the intention to do so. small things like this makes me think how things between us is so fragile...

pls God give me more strength to hold on...