i wanted to spend time with him soo much. i waited for him for hours to go online coz he emailed me that he is coming home. Well i understand that part that he cant just leave his aunt's place just like that. of course, they are his family and im happy for him. What i do not understand is that why he told me he is coming home when he was not. I waited for hours hoping we can talk but I had to lie to him that im sleepy because i dont want him using his fone because he is goin to pay for it. Its not working. I want to end this. I love him so much that it hurts. i love him so much that every time i feel and think about or situatuon, it feels like im dying inside. i wish i have the strenght to leave him. it wont work out...
