remember

i got in early today at work because i went to SM to buy a necklace for my sister and for myself. I finally bought a necklace and wear mike's pendant with me. Whenever i wear it, i feel like he is with me even when he is not. I so damn miss him so much and i hope in the next two weeks i would hear from him soon!!!! Im kind of excited because i really dont know what im feeling here inside. I suppress emotions or its more of like keeping myself so damn busy so that i cant think of him that much but it permeates no matter what and i know he must have been feeling the same way. Im just excited to hear from him and surprisingly, im not that mindful of the future anymore. What matters is now and the next 2 weeks and thats it...