All I want to do is get rid of "this" guy. Im so annoyed now wishing that I shouldn't have entertained him in the first place. I hate it when they make up stories, when they try hard to impress me, when they become so attached and uhh i just hate it! And i know in the first place i shouldn't have entertained him because its not the right thing to do. I hate it when he text me and flood my phone with messages. oh gosh!!! its making me crazy!
And Im thinking that these guys always proves me that no matter what, I belong to Mike. That my heart, my attention and my thoughts are with him. Even when he is miles away, nothing can breach my feelings or u can call it "love" for him. And even when im annoyed now, I could still smile because I proved once again that something like this can't change the way I think about everything between us.
So my mission really right now is to get rid of this guy, I might hurt him but I gotta be honest with myself. It must have been my fault because I entertained him at first and now he is thinking that there is something between us. I wanted to be gentle as possible and I wish I could be honest to him by telling him that I cant give back the love that he expresses :(
Im better off alone.
