Sunday, March 14, 2010

leaving...

The ability to be happy is nothing other than the ability to come to terms with how things change



For the past weeks, there are things I wish I'd turned to words because im actually closing a chapter of my life. I know this aint a big deal but for me, I could perhaps pick something valuable out of it. Well, I quit work. Effective March 15. For a person like me who always has a little say on everything, I left work like nothing happened. I know I would miss it and there's always an afterthought at the back of my mind of having to ask myself if I did the right thing. Good thing, I always answer back a very resounding YES to it. I mean there's no regrets or whatsoever because I never liked it there anyway. What I am very worried about is of course, which path to choose because luckily, i think there are alot of opportunities for me; i just have to work and explore on it. (am i just being too positive here?lol) The thing is, Im in a position where i caught myself in the middle of nowhere (that can be hard). I tell you, sometimes, its hard for a person to tell what he/she wants and it tortured me like crazy!

Back to the topic though, I will surely miss the people I worked with at APS. When I say I didnt like it there, Im talking about the stress, having to wake up all night and doing all those shit and being paid less. I think I deserve more. If I would have to do those, I think I should be compensated a justifiable amount :D (lets be practical here).


Thanks to Sup Janry. My mentor. He is like a big brother to me though I can be bold when im with him. He was more than my mentor but I also found a friend in him. I always feel lucky to have him as a supervisor and im sure the rest of the team also felt the same. He made my stay worth the while and I couldn't seem to find any person as passionate and SMART like him. Thanks so much sup for the great friendship and the opportunity to work harmoniously with you. You are indeed an asset in the company and they couldnt be more than lucky to have you around.

To the ORIGINAL FORCE MAJUERE. Thanks for the great friendship. I never looked at you as my co workers but my friends. I enjoyed how dynamic and different we are yet we still manage to have a good working relationship. I might be a little mean sometimes but rest assured, what we had are valued and treasured and i dont care if the feeling is mutual or not (LOL). I will surely miss the times we had together as friends; the jokes, the emails, the rumbling and mumbling, the kulitan (esp Mark). I would love to go down to memory lane happily recalling the things we did together especially how Sup Janry injected self confidence and unwaivering trust in our capabilities. I enjoyed the fact that we are the first team for year 2009 for nesting, abay and ops and we stood still and thats because we owe it alot to Sup Janry and of course, each of us is smart and deserving to have the job :) I could write forever but anyways, I will miss u guys and sail on :) Mingawun ko ni Steph, Lora, Jay, Hope, Raf, Geo, and mao ra. hahaha

For the 2nd batch of Force Majuere: Thanks guys for being nice :)
For Denny: Im so sorry if nad duda imong uyab.. hahaha.. MAO RA kay cge kag pangaway nako always accusing me nga nag adis2x ko bsag ilok ra ni dudz ako. hahahahaha


Well i have alot of soul searching to do... I'll be back for more :)