crazyy

I got the time to think how i sometimes act like crazy to Mike. I know there are moments that he feels im being too much. Say when he goes out with friends, I want him to be home not so late or I want him to email me from time to time. Or, he should not sleep but instead spend time with me. Or, when I count the hours he spent in the gym. There are times I heard myself rant and nag at him and I know im being unfair and I know I should work on that. There's always something in me that forgets about being rational and just go with whatever i feel at that moment (most of the time, negative feelings).

I know im being too much on him and i would need to loosen up because im hurting both of us :(