i never had enough sleep and i was wondering i can have all the time in the world when im dead. LOL
I badly wanted to doze off but my mind is restless it wont give me peace of mind, instead tears welled up like hell and i will start feeling shitty. I guess im a fucked up person with a not so fuck up facade. Sometimes i lack reason to live and just wanted to be numb and just be.. gone!
I do wish i can fix things with myself coz im so tired of living in solitude blaming myself for being so unlucky when I know there are alot of things to be grateful about.
im getting crazier and crazier each fuckin day of my fuckin life i am in despair and im helpless!!
I badly wanted to doze off but my mind is restless it wont give me peace of mind, instead tears welled up like hell and i will start feeling shitty. I guess im a fucked up person with a not so fuck up facade. Sometimes i lack reason to live and just wanted to be numb and just be.. gone!
I do wish i can fix things with myself coz im so tired of living in solitude blaming myself for being so unlucky when I know there are alot of things to be grateful about.
im getting crazier and crazier each fuckin day of my fuckin life i am in despair and im helpless!!
