being nice about everything sucks... likewise.
I've been so nice with life but it is still throwing me stones. i tried being patient but even the slightest rewards cant be granted. I tried being hopeful most of the time but still desperation eats me up day by day. Sometimes, im caught in the middle. sometimes, i just dont know how to react or how to put things in a logical manner just to rationalize everything so to avoid causing too much emotional trouble. i know in the end, im goin to be the one who will suffer.
i've been floating and i dont even know how to get started. i wanted to have a better life... i need answers.
