i dont really know where to get my strength. im growing desperate every day having to know that we could never be together.. or we can never have each other. oh i dont know. its just so painful.
i never thought i'd be able to feel like this. its just so intense. im actually crying right now because he went offline. oh gods.. this is soo bad and beyond uhh.. i dont know.. i can feel the hurt and it sucks loving this much...
