im so tired of being frustrated. i put my fone to vibrate but i wasnt able to wake up when mike emailed me. i woke up when my sis came home which is very late and then i read mike's messages. i have to wait till she finishes using the comp. when she finish using it, mike then emailed me that he's goin somewhere. now im here by the comp, feeling like shit. i feel like im always running to get something that i cant. i hate the chasing part. im frustrated big time. im a failure anywhere i go