Friday, July 31, 2009

this is my song!

HIM

My Mike. I love him so much and even though we dont get to see each other, i can still feel his unconditional love for me. Someday, the luck will be on our side. I am just happy to have him in my life. I am happy knowing that someone like him will sacrifice alot just to keep us going.

My baby; every pain and misery will go soon. Enjoy life and dont forget you're a blessing to alot of people!

I love you so much and i hope i can spend the rest of my days with you...

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

my lil vacation

"to myself I am only a child playing on the beach, while vast oceans of truth lie undiscovered before me."


@ Portofino; ate anne's homecoming. im so pretty with my dress! haha.

This is with Yeso, ate ann and mr.pearl

early in the morning on our way to Canigao Island

fast approaching...
(taken from the pumpboat "pambot")

im all set! displaying my jingle pose though my smile is a lil distorted because of the big goggles.

all girls

** more pics to come. im tired.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

pain

i dont really know where to get my strength. im growing desperate every day having to know that we could never be together.. or we can never have each other. oh i dont know. its just so painful.

i never thought i'd be able to feel like this. its just so intense. im actually crying right now because he went offline. oh gods.. this is soo bad and beyond uhh.. i dont know.. i can feel the hurt and it sucks loving this much...

wala lang

fed up

on the go

ran dry

leap high

hopeful

insecure

.. blah blah.. its indescribable!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

a pic that matters

A PICTURE OF YOU VERY DRUNK
-i chug beer like a guy. lol

A PICTURE OF YOU WITH A PARENT OR TWO
- jan1 2009. we look so happy... my dad is my parent.

A PICTURE OF YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY, OR ON YOUR FAVE HOLIDAY
- i like christmas more than my birthday.

A PICTURE OF YOU IN YOUR YOUNGER YEARS
- mahal or mura? haha

A PICTURE OF YOU IN YOUR FAVE OUTFIT
- i love dresses. so comfy :)

A PICTURE OF YOU MAKING A GOOFY FACE AT THE CAMERA
- goofy as always

A PICTURE YOU MIGHT HAVE EDITED JUST TO MAKE YOURSELF MORE ATTRACTIVE
- dont have much edited pics- but this one has something to do with the background and brightness :) :)

A PICTURE OF YOU IN A TEAM OR CLUB THAT YOU'RE IN
- team FM (Force Majuere) with the best mentors and mentees!

PICTURE OF YOU SHOWING OFF A NEW HAIRCUT (EVEN IF IT'S AN OLD HAIRCUT)
- i believe this is the right pic. lol

THE MOST RECENT PICTURE OF YOU
- yesterday, july 19 at IT park right across THE WALK

A PICTURE OF YOU BEING ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS
-cupcakes for breast augmentation. had to get them though when i was hungry. lol

A PICTURE OF A TIME IN YOUR LIFE THAT'S OVER, BUT YOU WISH IT WASN'T
-the normal days in school with classmates and friends :)
A PICTURE OF A TIME IN YOUR LIFE THAT'S OVER, AND YOU COULDN'T BE MORE THANKFUL THAT IT IS
- im over my kabaduyan and insecure moments! i live on and im proud now

A PICTURE WITH YOUR OLDEST FRIEND(S)
- my best friend since 3rd grade :0

A PICTURE WITH YOUR NEWEST FRIEND(S)
-@hidden paradise-synergy 09. experience wasnt that good but new friends made it bearable

A PICTURE OF YOU THAT YOU HAD NO IDEA WAS BEING TAKEN
- @ moalboal, panagsama with andi, kinkol and bing

A PICTURE OF YOU IN A FASHION "DON'T"
- i wont ran out of reasons to hate my education classes.


A PICTURE OF YOU IN A SWIMSUIT, WHETHER YOU LOVE IT OR LOATHE IT
- i love it


A PICTURE OF YOU WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE
-that would be my sis!
A PICTURE OF HOW YOU'D LIKE THE WORLD TO SEE YOU
-happy, carefree and independent!


A PICTURE THAT DESCRIBES HOW YOU'D LIKE TO SPEND EVERY DAY
-with family; out of town


A PICTURE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART HURT
-might be off beat but this pic always tore my heart. i first saw this during our 2nd yr recollection. T_T

agent

I've been working as a call center agent for about 3 months already. I've tried applying twice but both failed. Its very frustrating and i would think that this job is not for me. Until i set foot to the current company that i am in right now. It took me by storm and everything came all at once.

When i started my training, i felt like giving up because of my trainer! haha. it turns out that he was the best of all the trainers in the account and i couldn't help but be grateful to have him around. And now that im over with nesting and ABAY, we still say hi to each other like were really friends. So if there was something that caused hesitation when it comes to resignation, that would be because of Jet and secondly would be because of my Supervisor. I got the best people to back me up so i was thinking, its all worth a try. Not just that, im also counting on my experience. It would help me grow into a better employee and it would be an asset on my resume (i think). So, i actually had decided to spend more time in the company. In the case of the salary, i dont think its bad because its actually better than my allowance when i was still in college. So i got no fuss with that even if my sis always thinks my company is poor. lol

(i dont know what's next) i found this post in my drafts.. hehe