its been a while since i've dropped by...
ive been stuck with the same thing. taking calls, eating breakfast with mitch, talking online with my virtual boyfriend, and sleeping while im watching people being happy...
i really want to go somewhere far but that means not looking back and starting as a whole new person again. I dont want to open up to people anymore. I dont want them to know me. I feel like im such a loser. I want to get away.. and i really need to plan on that.
i dont want to hide in a shell feeling sorry for myself. feeling envious to the people around me. I want to be happy and im tired being lonely. I want someone.. i want someone to love me...
